I really need some help. I don’t always like opening up, but in this case, I have to. I’ve role played for years, and while I have a psl, I have been without something that makes me happy. I’ve tried so hard to get over it, but the harder my life gets, the more I want this. I like darker personal storylines, but it’s been years since I’ve been on Insanejournal, and I’ve never role played here on tumblr. I need to know where I can find a place and interact with others who are like me and like VERY dark storylines. If anyone here could help me with that, I’d be so grateful.
Paul Walker’s death makes me feel like I did when I first heard about Heath Ledger’s death. I thought it was an awful hoax, that it couldn’t be true, that it was just a horrible publicity ploy. Deep down, I knew that wasn’t true, but I didn’t want to believe it, I didn’t want someone I admired so much to be gone.
Same thing happened when I first saw that Paul had died, I saw it on fb, and I thought, no, no, this is not happening. I’ve been into Paul since I was a teenager, I watched so many movies, good and bad, because of him. I wanted it to be a horrible hoax, to be a misunderstanding, that they only thought it was Paul. But once it was confirmed, I just bawled. And there is another sad parallel, both left behind daughters. Matilda is 8 and Meadow is 15. Death is sad enough, but to lose a parent…it’s hard. I’ve not had a parent die per say, but still, my heart goes out to those little girls.
I know it’s not possible, but it’s times like these when I truly wish we could go back in time, change things, not lose these people. It just really breaks my heart. :(
R.I.P Paul walker. Can’t believe it. May you rest in peace.
Tel me not to do something. Go ahead.
And this is just a thought, but maybe, just maybe, Elena isn’t faking anything, maybe she does still care about Stefan, maybe she does miss him, maybe she wants to be friends and maybe he can find someone who isn’t Elena or Caroline or Bonnie or skank Rebekah or bitch Katherine. He can find someone nice and feel good and then Elena will get over Damon and he can dump the other girl and Stelena can be happy forever.
Alright, I don’t care how much others give up on Stelena, or hate on Elena, I will go down with this ship. I also hate how everyone thinks that to solve all of Stefan’s problem is to forget them, forget her, go somewhere else. Yeah, that’s great, let’s just forget part of yourself, not deal with the pain, and abandon a place you’ve called home for some time. That’s mature, that’s what Stefan would do, instead of learning to deal and trying to be there to help his friends and finding the good in his hometown, he should just forget and leave. I may not like Damon, but I can understand why Elena is glad he has his memories back, as he can remember it all, EVEN THE GOOD TIMES.
stelena meme ♥ one shipper
↳ caroline forbes
This is how it needs to be. Always. No Steroline.
Alright, I admit it. I’m selfish. I’m terrible. I don’t want Stefan with anyone else. I want to believe Elena will come to her senses, and become stronger and smarter and will find that yes, it was always Stefan. I hated Stefan and Rebekah, cause Rebekah was a skank, and I didn’t like him with Katherine either, cause she is a bitch. I preferred Katherine and Damon, because they match each other better, and I think Katherine does love him, she’s just still a bitch. Although, I blame Katherine more for Jeremy’s death than I do Silas. That’s not to say I like Silas, I don’t, although I think he and Tessa deserve each other, they are both crazy as hell. I also wish Damon wasn’t such a douchebag this season, he has redeeming qualities, he can be good, he can be right, but this season, from the caps and such I’ve seen, he hasn’t shown it.
I also really, really do not want Caroline and Stefan together. They are better as friends, they have a friendship love, but from day one, Stefan said he didn’t want her, and I want it to stay like that. They are NOT a good romantic love match, it will fuck things up. Sighs. Why can’t Elena just come to her senses? Stupid little girl. :(
I need this in my life.
Why do people give Elena such a hard time? Seriously, Katherine can do the same things, and she doesn’t get hate, but Elena who is still young, gets so much hate. I don’t always like the way she’s written either, but I don’t hate Elena, and I think it’s so hypocritical the way people hate her, but still love Katherine. Seriously people, what gives?
A long long time ago… when people still had a brain. (2010)
The importance of the comma
I laughed so hard I cried.
Why is it okay that Katherine loved Damon and Stefan and no one calls her a slag or a slut or anything else? But for Elena to be young and in love and discovering herself, she’s a slag and a bitch and all these other things? She’s not even half as bad as Rebekah or Katherine! I still hate Katherine for having killed Jeremy, maybe then Bonnie wouldn’t have had to sacrifice herself for him! The sad thing is, I don’t even watch the show anymore and I pretty much know the current storylines too. But I don’t hate Elena, and I hope she will come back to Stefan, and maybe Jeremy and Bonnie can live happily ever after too. I just get sick of the Elena hate.
Someone who is more creative than I should do a Stelena video with the music of Christina Perry’s ‘Arms’ because when he puts his arms around her, she will be home. Seriously.
NO, NO, NO, AND NO.
JUST STOP, DELENA FANS. JUST STOP.
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